shaggg lahs ! i came down era at 5 plus , then sotplug like so fcuking moody .
like it was my fault like that .
hais , forget it . think i fcuking quit audi nnd era le bahs .
maybe i come down , make so many people so shagg and pissed with me .
so i think i dont come lorr . and if you want quit era , forget it !!
really , damn disappointed to come down like this . fcuk shagg !
i'm already damn shagg of lots of things le . now you wanna add on this . okay then .
i fcuking shoo off from everything alright , i dont wanna care anything le .
i fcuking play mia lorr . fcuk lahs !
what the fcuk did we do ? why are you so shagg ? why cant you tell me ?
we didnt saw you when we walk back from mac , when we come back , we saw you upstair era le . how we know you was there . do you think if i saw you , i will still take it as i didnt saw you ?
no what . do you think i will pangseh you alone downstair ? no lorr .
but if you insist on thinking that we pangseh you there , then i really have nothing much to say .
you want quit era , okay then , i shall quit too .
you really dont even wanna tell me what are you shagg of . what are you even thinking .
you always keep it to yourself . and not saying it out to me . you ask me dont shagg .
but what about you ? you own self can shagg but not me . dont you think its unfair ?
this few days i already not shagg-ing le . and i even did have fun for the both of us .
now you are telling me that you wanna quit ? throwing me here ? WTF ?
you tell me not to care you , cause its not worth it ?
how can i dont care you ? how can i think its not worth it ?
you dont need to tell me not to do anything , cause i know what i'm doing now .
i know every single thing of what i'm doing . i know it well .
once i post out this , i quit . not you quit , but i quit !
i fcuking had enough of everything le .
fcuking had enough of audi , era stuff , problems at era . r/s problem , love problem .
all this i had enough le . really .
you think only you wanna cry ? only you and not me ? and now you wanna pangseh me alone at era ? cause of this you throwing me here ? then fine .
cause i really do had enough of it le . wanna be like this , okay then .
i dont wanna say much too le . i'm just fcuking shagg with everything .
and fcuk audi , my fam is gone . my bl 50 ppl gone . hais .
think i'm passing fam too . but i just dont know who should i pass to .
shall wait till fam things okay , then i shall pass to the person who i can trust .
then i shall quit audi too .
hais . its really sadden me today . forget it .
everyday , i'm shagg , so never mind me .
or maybe i should just close down the fcuking fam , without passing to anyone .
ahhhhhhhhhh , i dont know luhs . just felt damn fustrated nnd shagg now .
hais , i'm already damn shagg le , and there's always things to add on for me .
why why why ? hais , maybe mia-ing might make me felt better .
i just dont know luhs . damn sot lahs !
and i dont know what's wrong with you . we been like strangers le .
seldom talk . only on problems , then talk . hais . i really hate this kind of feelings .
really wanna keep sms you sometimes . but i dont wish to . cause i know your reply will only be 1 or 2 words nia . so no point . how i wish things were like the past , when we joke around .
i know now i'm always having attitude problem . even when sometimes you joke with me , i give attitude , but its not i want de . cause i'm really stresing so much problem . i really dont know what to do . hais . really . i really damn fcuking shagg le . hais . sometimes i'm even thinking . should i really give up or not . hais . cause i really cant give up . everytime when i wanna give up , i will feel so xin ku . trying to dao you all this . its so hard . hais . i really dont know what to do .
cant someone tell me what to do ? or teach me what to do ? hais . felt damn fcuk up nothink i should mia le . really . i dont wanna keep having this kind of feeling . hais , forget it .
loving someone is easy , but giving up someone you love so much its hard .w . i hate love .
trust no love . cant there be someone who i can last long with ? to let me love forever ? hais .
i just dont know . i damn shagggggggg le lahs !
