haish~!

today kevin jus msg me.
hmmm.
saying tat not to contact him.
mayb is becos he read my blog le den sms me bahs.
saying tat we wun be back tgt.
i noe.
cos i'm already giving you up.
as i'm disappointed in you.
in wat you hab done.
you hab hurt me too much le.
i don wish to get hurt again.
i wan my freedom, happiness e tings tat i wan.
but you cant give me.
you kip on control me. which i don lyk.
everyday quarrel. nid me pei you.
you noe will sian wan?
you don noe.
cos you are not me.
you will onli tink of wat you wan.
i'm lyk being lock up in a cage.
lyk a bird. but i'm not.

cant i hab my own will to go out with frens.?
to pei my frens too.
mus i sacrifice myself to you nnd not my frens?
are you happy with ur life right now.?
wher you can go anywher you wan.
do watever things you lyk.
last time i kip pei you and abandon my frens.
which make me nnd my frens distance go further aaway.

you don understand me.
tat's why you wun noe.
you wun noe wat i wan, wat my characteristic is, my attitude and everything abt me.
wat i wan is not being control by stead. not to kip on mit stead. not everytime stick with stead when i go mit frens. all tis you noe.?
my characteristic you oso wun noe. wat i lyk and wat i don lyk. you wun noe. cos you didnt even ask or get to understand me.
my attitude. you should noe tat i'm a mood swing and attitude girl. i will always gib attitude de. you gib me attitude, i sure gib back. i oso don really lyk to hong stead wan. but ta time you angry, i did go hong you. but you still at there angry. so i let you be.
wat i wan is a caring stead, understanding stead, who can make me happy and not hurt me or upset me. not both who hab e same characteristic and attitude. both of us got e same 1. tat's why we wun last. if you don wan study, at least you should go work. not play. with all those pp play around.? tok c0ck, slack?
at least if you wan slack, slack with those pp who will give you knowledge, tell you tings tat will do you good.
i oso regret not studying now. but now exam. i sure will fail.

anyway, i don wan tok so much le. cos i'm onli a fren to you. you got ur own mind to tink now and you are old enough to tink too.
i cant say much.
but go work bahs. if not study hard for dis 1yr plus.
you takkiire bahs. i'll cherish e past memories de. :)
and sorry if i hab hurt you. really very sorry. hope you will find ur true love soon and will heal ur breaking heart. who will treasure you well and give you happiness. who will last extra long with you. maybe who can get marry with you. who is better den me. who wun give you attitude. anyway, takkiire once again.
study hard. byes byes. x33