haishh ):

today went out to serangoon .
hmmm.
before that , went out awhile.
meet sa nnd them . (:
haish .
was damn pekcek with my aunt .
kpkb all the way when i go home.
is like , what the FUCK can .
knn . don't want give me pocket money then don't give luhs.
big fuck mehs .
kaos . keep on kpkb .

heng got him to cheer me up.
and clarissa too . (:
i really do miss him alot .
wish that he will be by my side back like last time .
but how long would it be ?
i don't feel like waiting le . like a fool .
haish .
i really want those kind of feelings back like last time .
how long will it come back ?
everyday , waiting for the day you to come over find us . nnd sms me .
but sometimes sms you half way , no reply .
haish . i don't know what you doing too.
if you're with her , just let me know .
alright ?

hope me nnd clarissa can always have fun everyday .
without stress nnd sadness .
its like i've been quite stress this fews days .
haish.
it seems like things are going the wrong way again .
its not going to the way i want it to be .
why ?
i just don't know why .
haish .
how i wish that i've know nobody in the world.
only know myself .
how i wish i wouldn't be in a r/s or fall for someone .
i wish i could just vanish into thin air now .
wish that nothing had happen before .
in the air doing nothing.
just fly around .
why must i be so stressful in life ?
why things must go the way i doesn't want it to be ?
why cant things always goes the way i want ?
i really hate my life !
why cant people understand me ?
why cant people put themself in my shoe nnd think for a sec ?
haish.
just don't know luhs .

i just want to be alone now .
just do what i want to do now.
have my youth life now .
all i want is just play nnd play nnd be happy everyday .
haish .
i'm just sorry alright .
not i want to mia or what .
is that i today really busy .
was at serangoon .
haish .
no mood to blog now le .
takkiire .
love nnd miss. x33s