hais ):

yesterday birthday celebration SUCKS !
was damn fcuk up nnd disappointed .
to think a sorry can cure everything ?
i really was so stupid to look forward in this meeting .
put in too much hope .
you know how much i miss you ?
how much i wanted to see you ?
but in the end , you didnt appear in front of me .
the whole day my heart sank .
keep wondering why you like this .
wondering whether do you really love me ?
even this few days or weeks , our sms seems lesser nnd lesser .
has your feeling really fade for me ?
or you just don't bother for me anymore ?
everything started to change now .
from bad to worst ?
do you know how disappointed i'm yesterday ?
as you break the promise that you promise me ?
you told me you will come .
but you didnt make it .
why are things becoming like this now ?
i just don't know .
can you just tell me what you want ?
can you just tell me do you really love me ?
i want to know all about it .
hais .
forget it .

yesterday was with gary , jie nnd ahxiong .
went to ECP .
walk the fcuking long way from near bedok jetty there .
hahs .
was trying to cheer myself up .
so play together with jie they all .
hmmm .
then gary make some funny stuff that makes us laugh :D
then slowly walk to mac there .
wahs !
leg pain plus dmn tired can !
LOL .
then ice called over to wish me happy birthday .
LOL .
nnd few sms from friends .
reach the catch bear there , spend 30 to catch bear .
but caught 2 only .
hahs .
but ahxiong caught alot can !!!!
hahs .
idiot him .

after that , went to arcade there nnd play DDR nnd others .
LOL .
then last game of mine was rock fever .
hmmm .
then we went to mac eat .
gary went off first as he gonna go home .
cause his jie came to pick him up .
then i eat mac nugget nnd jie eat mac chicken nnd xiong ate mac wings .
LOL .
then jie use the internet using her phone .
cause use mac internet .
then check friendster all this .
hahs .

then went to play pool .
then meet up with dom they all awhile .
hahs .
then i went up find jie le .
play pool , chat all this till 4 plus , then cab home .
tired le .
plus my heart was still quite broken .
hais .
before leaving ECP , i did sms him .
nnd he told me he was injured .
wonder whether is it serious not .
wanted to go find him but i don't wish go over .
i really do miss him alot now .
hais .
wondering what's he doing now , sleeping or ?
i just don't know .
sleep till 5 plus wake up then come xg find gary le .
hmmm .
later going meet yaya cause got chalet .
hmmm .
hope baby sms me soon .

i really do miss you nnd love you tons .
i really hope that you don't break your promise .
i really want to know whether you truely love me not .
i really hope you are by my side now .
cause i felt a little lost now .
anyway , iloveyou tons still .
takecare baby .
woaini <3