hais ):

yesterday kids broke up with me .
was quite sad at first .
after that , my heart sank down . tears started to roll down from my cheak .
hais .
maybe is because i love you too much .
nnd i cant bare to let you go .
keep trying to control my tears from dropping down yesterday .
cause didi was with me nnd was at lan .
but i just cant control .
so i just cried out for awhile .
was damn pissed too .
cause audi was lagging .

so went to play audi after saw kids told me th broke up thingy .
then was like damn no mood to play .
thought audi can make my mood better .
but this time round cant . mood was more worst .
was inside room kpkb ger they all .
hais .
sorry ger , ahgong , brother nnd my audi cpl .
then no mood to go home .
so they suggest to ton . and they all ton cause of me .
thanks guys for making me laugh yesterday .
thanks for pei-ing me ton yesterday .
i really appreciate it . i know some got school but didnt go .
ger . you are the best . you tried ur best to come out pei me when you know you most likely cant come out ton . no matter what happen to me , you will try to help .
thanks girl . iloveyou man ! <3

so was at hougang ton . at ahgong house downstair .
then went to his house outside play mahjong .
LOL . then was hungry .
so went to coffee shop eat . from morning didnt eat till yesterday midnight 3 plus .
hahs .
let them make me smile till hungry nnd got the mood to eat .
lots of thanks .
then slack till morning 6 plus then take bus to hougang inter .
took almost 1 hour bus man ! then i took bus 87 back home .
at first bus was so crampy . nnd my eye lid was dropping .
was damn heavy that i almost fall asleep standing .
reach home , wait for jie to call me .
wait till fall asleep .
hahs .

sleep till 4 plus , wakie then back to sleep again .
till 9 plus then wakie .
meet jie at multi then now bloggie .
just now was talking to kids at msn awhile .
hmmm .
i really do miss him lots .
nnd i won't give up on him so easily .
playing audi awhile more .
hahs .

kids .

i know you need some times .

nnd i will sure give you the time you need nnd i will sure wait for you .

what i promise , i sure won't break it .

i won't run with others guys or walk with other guys .

but just be standing here waiting for your return .

i just hope you won't hurt me the second time .

i never ever regret being with you . so i'll sure wait for your return .

how important to me do you ever know ?

its too much important that i don't even know how to say .

i will also smoke less de . by the time you are back in sg , i think i alr quit le .

hahs .

anyway , i will wait for your return de .

iloveyou as much as i do now .

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