hais

hais . what am i suppose to do now ?

hmmm .

somehow , somewhere , i still do miss you .

why is it still going on like this ?

saw ur msn tittle , looks like you found someone you like le bahs .

hope you nnd her can be together bahs .

hais .

this few days , things are not getting better .

things are still the same like last time .

felling so low nnd shagg , get's moody easily .

hais . really hate this kind of feeling .

nnd i just quarrel with ren yesterday .

arggggh . hate it man . OMG .

so sorry that i quarrel with you . wo bu shi gu yi de . dui bu qi ohhs .

christmas coming too . no plans bahs . maybe going celebrate with jie , jiefu , korkor nnd dasao .

a lonely christmas for me ? i think so .

will there be any surprises for me on christmas ?

the thing i really wish for ?

wish for 2 mths ago ?

if the wish really came true , i make sure i change for sure .

only jiejie will know what i'm talking about . hahs .

i really do wish things were like 3 mths before , when i just know him .

hahs . be friends better than stead . yup .

but if i were to have a chance to choose again , i will still choose to be with you .

nnd give you the best of everything , to have the sweetest memories .

was wondering , how much memories we had , thought was a little only , but its alot .

hais . what past have been past . forget it . only can kept it in my heart .

wondering whether i should be in a relationship now or not .

but its like i might hurt him .

cause i still cant give up someone who i've love deeply before .

i know you will read my blog , nnd i post this thing , like very cb .

but i still wanna post it as i dont want hide anything since we are together now .

sometimes , i felt like stopping it as i dont wish to hurt you .

there are still billions of girls out there who are better than me .

nnd what makes you like me so much when i'm not good at all ?

hais . these questions always go round nnd round around my head .

millions of questions are inside my head . hoping to get the answer .

but there might be no answer to it . sometimes , only jiejie will help me out .

but sometimes , nobody will help me . so just only me helping myself ?

hais . can god answer to my question ? can there even be a fairy god mother for me ?

so that what i want , i can have ? so that those question , i can have the answer .

hais . let's not talk about this le . change topic bahs .

christmas coming . was wondering where to go .

so many ppl book me out . zzz . dont know want go with who .

hahahahas , too much choices for me le .

should be with korkor they all bahs .

to east coast there , slack nnd play .

hahas . dont even wish to go town .

so many people . later people eat toufu uhh xD

LOLOL . but best still , slack at a place which is not crowded will be the best choice .

so that we dont have to be push nnd squeeze . like orange get squeeze .

2 more days . OMG , so fast man .

nnd a new year is starting soon . hahs . nnd new year for me .

to change nnd start a new bahs ? i dont know . let fade do the decision xD

going audi now . hmmm . quiting soon too . hais .

blog again tomorrow . tata guys xD takecare <3