hais .

i know i know .

jie , though i have not been throught lots of things that you guys went throught ,

i still know what to do , i know what i goona do nnd think .

some things that i gonna let go , means i gonna .

i cant always stick with you nnd ask you for help all the time .

kids gonna leave their parents 1 days .

so i think now is my turn . i should think for my own future now .

i should also start anew now , change my life . get fresh .

i know you wanna see me happy all the times . but somewhere , somehow , now i cant .

maybe now , i might fall greatly , but i still will be strong . so dont worry .

meimei not so weakling de hors (: only in relationship stuff , i'm weakling .

hmmm . so jiejie dont worry . nnd thanks alot for the past that jie have help me out .

i really do appreciate it alot . thanks for helping me when i got trouble , when i'm sad or what ,

thanks alot for helping . iloveyou luhs jie .

i really treat you like my real blood sister . nnd no one else . cause i only will treasure you xD .

just now was msn chatting with huiwen nnd nightkids . hmm . when chatting with him ,

still kindda miss him luhs .

he really make my mood rise . nnd from very moody , he make me laughs like fcuk .

hais . i did ask him the question i wana ask . nnd i got my answer .

at least i'm feeling better . nnd i wont have to keep leaving in regrets in my past .

hmm . thanks for makeing my day happy again . tot i'll be moody in christmas eve .

but i dont think so le .

my mood is so woot ~ normal mood luhs .

hahs . back to myself again . feeling so happy .

christmas eve le . OMG . meeting korkor , dasao nnd maybe jie nd jiefu .

going east coast . finding ppl to come too .

but dont think got bahs . hahs .

wanted to go bunk first . go there awhile . then go east coast .

but korkor sure mai go de lorr . never mind then .

blog awhile , then go bathe , then go home .

after that meet them le xD i'm so happy .

hope later my mood will still be so happy , nnd i wont mood-swing .

hope no ppl step on my tail . cause i wanna enjoy today (:

going bathe le . hahahas . log in audi awhile .

then see got who online . hmmm .

even thought today all cpl cpl , its okay de .

i be alone , its okay de xD

as long as i enjoy myself , can le . thats the main thing .

blog tomorrow or what bahs .

tata guys xD iloveyou ohhs . <3>