woot ~

i'm finally slowly trying to adapt to not having you around nnd your sms .

i'm also slowly trying to give up on you .

hmmm .

cause there are alot of bad points about you .

sorry for saying that .

but i still must say .

as you are still a hongster . or you might not be a hongster , but you still cant last r/s now .

you can find girlfriend nnd last , but it might not be long .

to you , you think you love this girl , but this is not the love you think .

this might be a puppy love .

finally , its so stress - free that i slowly given up on you .

i felt so .... erm ... soo free nnd happy .

not having those stress i have while i'm still waiting for you .

now , i love my precious baby [xiaoren] xD

OMG , he really make me felt so secure with him , felt that there's love in us .

make me happy nnd till i can forget the past .

doesn't mean i cant find someone better than you .

i did it . i found someone better than you nnd which loves me more .

i really do love him . nnd miss him like mad .

some how now i still cant forget you now . but slowly i will .

hope that i will faster stop loving you nnd put my whole heart in my baby .

but hope now a days , wont get to see you .

cause i'm just afraid i might not give up so easily . T.T

but i make sure i'm gonna prove to you that i nnd my baby gonna last .

cause i think me nnd him can be a delicate couple .

even jie agrees with me too .

after she hear things about you , the silent thing , she was damn pissed .

hahs .

you think i'm so stupid ? nope i'm not .

hope you can find a good girl who you can really last with nnd you will know what's true love .

not those puppy love . hais .

all this i wanted to say , i've already said . its up to you to think .

i dont know whether you are still reading my blog not , but i still will say what i want to say here .

baby baby , imissyou like fcuk now . faster come back alright ?

i make sure i'm gonna last with you , till the very end . nnd i will not let your hands off .

as i loves you for who you are , not because of you are sweet talker or what .

is because you make me loves you so much .

the day we are together ; 121208 ; 12.12 am .

iloveyou baby ; aku cinta kau