hais

well , here to post again , about my day today , hmmm , went out at 4 plus 5 .
then go era , wanted to go see doctor de . but heard that sky tio whack by xr ppl . so cab down and rush over there . but then when i reach , they already gone , left sky at there .
his face was alittle swollen lahs , and hand bleed . cause got 1 person use chair throw him , i dont know its who lahs . so when to talk to him , but its sky fault lahs , cause he go gl to them .
so tio whack lorr . hmm , but heng nothing much happen lahs . so went to play my stuff .
then face book and blog , then saw pathetic tag me and say those spammers went to her blog ,
so went to say them le , come back my blog to tag . and to post a post for them , as i think really gonna stop it le . really cant stand those nonsense again , as i'm getting sick and tired le .
hmmm , so now , wanna keep myself cool down , and try to get myself happy all the time . really damn no mood to care about others le . cause i think its pointless . i wanna be alone . just being alone . hide all my feelings to myself . hais . i also dont know why now i'm like so weak x.x its like somehow , i'm gonna fall . think i gonna change back to my old self ? when i was so emo and unfriendly ? when i dont like to hang around ? maybe i should change back , hais . and not the weiwei you guys know le . not the happy go lucky weiwei anymore . i'm always having mood swing now . so think i'm slowly changing le bahs . hais . i also dont know what else to do .
i'm so stress up , so much things bothering me . so much fan naos lorr . well , if the world doesnt have any stress , any saddness , any moodless stuff or bad stuffs , wont it be great ? just laughter all the way , nothing else . but why god must create all this feelings ? it really hurts alot .
and why must there be love ? cant we dont have any love ? hmm , well . sometimes i think that the earth is very unfair , very very unfair . cause those things we doesnt want , will sure happen . so i really dont know what to do . i'm like gonna peng kui liaos lorr . hais .
but just hope , before my 18 birthday , i wont peng kui lorr . cause i wanna enjoy my 18 birthday happily . not in such a depressed feelings , as i've been waiting for this day to come . 4 more month . so i will try to stay strong , hope nothing much can hold me down . so i shall wait bahs .
and lots of things i just hope that i want de , will be mine , will come back all this .
alot of wishes for me , alot of stuff that i wanted . hais , just slowly wait bahs , maybe time will do it stuffs , so i shall slowly wait . i cant be so unpatient . so i only can wait . the more i rush , the more it will go further , and will not come back . so best is , wait wait wait . hais , but hope i doesnt have to wait that long too . well . i also dont know the chance of getting back those things i want , is high or low , maybe its high , or maybe its low . i also wont know . so zuo yi bu , kan yi bu . that's what others people tell me de . so time do its stuffs (: i'll wait means i will . i'm not those who will give up things so easily de . its my character , its my attitude . so this is what i'm .
want me to give up , unless i die . if not , i wont . things i wanna get . i will even pay my life to get it . if i think that its worth it . so i think its worth it . hais , so shall wait bahs . until you really dont want me to . then i shall give up everything . even my friends nor family . i sure will wanna be alone . cause i think that being alone is better . i'll give up everything , including my life , people may think that i'm silly or stupid , but i dont think so . cause i really wanna get it back . with all my life . with all my heart too . hais , so the thing now is to " wait wait wait " bahs . i'll be waiting (: