for my audi cpl

okok , this post is only dedicated to my audi cpl nia .
the post below is for sweetheart , sister , that girl and that boy .

well , i saw his blog . and ya , i did felt abit fcuking guilty .
ya , well , i know i really neglect him too much , after he confess that he like me .
its like i really know that its impossible between the both of us .
what i want now is just purely choing ring nia , as a audi cpl .
i didnt intend to go further more to like getting into a r/s with you .
cause all i can treat you is , purely an audi cpl nia .
what i need from you right now is your moral support .
because you are one of the few people who never judges my decision .
and i know when you try to cheer me up or entertain me , i lose my temper on you .
i'm so sorry about it , and i appreciate your thought now .
and sometimes i really felt damn pissed with you when you keep say that you wanna suicide .
if you need me , i'll be here for you , cause i'm your audi cpl .
i know you didnt want me to do anything for you , nor give you any promises .
but then its like i just felt so awkward when i know that you likes me .
to all girls , its almost the same , if they doesnt have feeling for it . while waiting for another .
ya , you do have some di wei in my heart . but then like i say le . its just only an audi cpl .
i just really hope you will understand how i feel . and now i'm really in a deep fcuking stress .
so dont make more things to stress me up and make me feel more worry too . alright ?
just hope that you will understand , maybe you should go find other girls who's more better .
rather than waiting for me and you get so much pain and worries . alright ?
that's what i wanna post out for you . hope you get what i mean . byes (: