hais

ahhhhhhh , i dont know what to do now . i felt so fcuk up .
its like all my friends leaving me 1 by 1 . i will have less friends .
less fun and entertainment now . and i didnt go for the job interview today . why ?
cause i cant go . now i'm gonna stuck at home cause i quarrel with my aunt . hais .
thought i can come out . but i cant . sadded me . well . i really feel like dying off this world now .
it really hurts alot . so much things happen . and it all happen together . and i felt so ....
hais , its so fcuk up . and sorry to someone that i didnt go for the interview . and make your friend get scold . whether you reading my blog , i still will post . i'm so so so sorry . alright ?
blame me if you want . ask your friends to blame me bahs . cause now , i dont know what to do too . i'm struggling hard now . to survive . its damn hard for me . but i still will . hais .
sorry to all , that i've given attitude to . to make everyone so pissed with me . to make people cry . i dont know what should i do now .
i really feel like crying again le . cause all my friends are leaving , and i make people with with me . make people worry and sad . so what for you all still treat me as a friend ?
i dont think i'm worthy to be any friends with you all . i just damn shagg now .
thanks those who really cares for me . who make me smile always . without fail .
hais , but still i'm really damn stress . outside me . i might be smiling , but inside me . i'm not .
hais . i really hope i will die soon . and die peacefully . i really cant take any preasure anymore .
i felt so fcuk up now . AHHHHHHHHH , hais , what to do now ? can anyone tell me ?
laopo , sorry to make you misunderstand today ? sorry that i didnt say properly . hais , i'm sorry . sorry to everyone too . hais . fcuk care me bahs everyone . shagg die me !