hais

well , guess things turn out worst . i also dont know what to do ehs . hais , sotplug leave us and my fam now . well . cause of small stuff . and me and her quarrel like fcuk x.x hais , i just dont know why . my attitude , my temper . becoming more like shyt now . i just feel like mia-ing now . cause whatever small little things happen , i just blow it like its very big . just what's the fcuking wrong with me ? hais , well . somehow , maybe if i stop contacting you all . or meet out . meaning i've mia , cause i dont wish to say le . as i dont want all to shagg cause of me . i dont wanna add on burdens to vance all le . hais , i have enough of everything le . i really somehow feel like crying . i just dont know why . maybe i'm falling ? i also dont know . but i just know . always my precious , always my precious . like vance them , and my sweetheart . especially her , my dearest sweetheart (:

me shall not post so often le . shall see how bahs ): hais , when i feel like posting , then i shall post . sorry all ehs . could i just fall and break down now . and just perish off like this . i really hope i could x.x T.T ;cry .