woah ass .

hahs . back to posting . went to vance they all there de chalet . then i was the last to reach over there . my darlings all are waiting . was so stoning to saw so many people . and then reach there . saw someone special . hahas . and i didnt saw the x.boy . cause he was up there sleeping . then slack there and went to walk walk . was h2h talking with my sist . then somehow cant say stuff out . cause got others at there . so didnt really talk much too . so after that . my darling went to the other place while waiting for vance . then talk to her awhile . and then cry . cause of some stuff . well . shall not elaborate much on it too . cause i also dont feel like talking about it . then talk to my sist and bun too . hahs ! well . shall ask bun be my sist too . if not call her bun bit strange uhh ;x hahas ! and then went to walk walk and then joke . then went back to the chalet there . and then keep take photo . and the x.ahboy keep took those unglam pictures . rolfs . then we grab the camera back and delete . hahas ! then talk till 6 plus . went to took our cab back . and those guys are not gentleman at all can ! snatch cab from we girls D: baddie sial ! hate them sial . joking lahs . hahas ! then me , poot and drea are talking stuff in the cab . hahas ! i keep laughs sial . LOL ! and ya . somehow do agree to them . ;x well . waiting for darling to send me the pics and then keep some in my phone . LOL ! only got my face in the picture then i keep . dont have de i dont want :D well . gonna go sleep soon le . cause later gonna go down era . cause ben's birthday . and ya . 2 plus to 3 must reach . i think i'm gonna be late can ! ;x so blog later (:
waiting for 6 more days . to the chalet . and 9 more days . to my actual birthday (: woots ~ i'm gonna be 18 soon :D
well . still thinking whether to mia not . if i really make up my mind . i must really do it . but the mia is after my birthday . well . i need to take a break . and i wanna let myself relac . to think of what i want . i just really dont know what i want . i feel like everyday , i'm falling . each day , i feel weaker . if i really do mia , i'm sorry ):