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well , yesterday went to mos chalet . and then had some conflict . then settle le . after that , saw B didi , eric , ely , kid , holykun and the rest i dont know . then slack awhile . havoc awhile there also . then B came over tell me some stuff . then suddenly mood down , really drop to the max , hais , i just dont know what to do . went to be alone for awhile . and all mood started to drop too . hais , sorry all . then call vanvan , and talk to him for awhile . then i ask him go back sleep . then 7.35 , walk to taxi stand there , and hired a cab , and went home , hais . still cant forget the thing B told me yesterday , hais . i just felt so fcuk up now . never mind bahs , i just shall mia , like i told pathetic , today will be the last day i meet everyone , so after the pula ubin and the ktv session , i will mia . and i would just wish to be left alone . just will contact pathetic only ? hais , sorry all . just dont wish you all to worry about me . thats why . some post for some people whom i really care :D

to B ; thanks didi for telling me those things , and you better take good care of yourself alright ? anything can sms me de . but then i wont meet out . unless something happen (: just be good alright ? and stay happy :D

to van : thanks for being there for me when i'm down eh ? hahas ! and thanks for advising me on what i should do and not . really thanks alot . and you also must cheer up uhh ? and take good care too (: anything can sms me de . ^^ and thanks for the day today . though its not that enjoyable . but then thanks for taking the time down . i just dont really that she de to just leave like this . sorry . if you wanna be mad at me , or dulan , i got nothing to say too . hais .

to sotplug ; laopo uhh , sorry ehs , for that day . make you cry also . hmmm , you better study well uhh (: your chalet i will attend . dont worry . i already promise i will go your chalet , means i will go :D hahas ! and same to you . if you are mad , i really got nothing to say . see you on your chalet , like i promise .

to x.ken : ohh , mr going to botak de x.ken . hahas ! i promise le uhh ? i say you go in ns , then i mia . so now you going in le mahs . tomorrow mahs , so tomorrow i start my mia :D and you also better take good care ehs (: and thanks too for being there when i'm down . and even i give ni attitude , you also never kan me , or dulan me :D thanks alot ehs ! :DD and give me time too . when i'm okay , i will come back and find you . when you got your home leave .

to x.ahboy ; ehs , not bad uhh ?! i still got write for you ehs ;x hahas ! you uhh , always disiaosiao de ehs , but then you still able to make me smile uhh ? hahas ! and last long hors ! and be good uhh (: and thanks too . for sometime being there too uhh .

to emodan : well , thanks darling too . for coming down today uhh ? not bad at least i still got write about you uhh . and catching the stupid crab with me . thanks alot . you also mai so shagg uhh . slowly you can find a girl who you can last with de . dont worry okay ? miss you darling (:

to x.shawn ; you also uhh , ask to go to pula ubin today . and i cant get to see my wild boar . idiot you . better take good care too ehs :D and take care of the rest (: see you on sotplug chalet hors !

so here all i gonna say :D hahas ! miss all ! :D post edited today , 7 sept (: cause after the pula ubin trip . and thanks that i cant get to see my stupid wild boar which i wanted to see for so long . well . all just take care (: !

finally i need a break to think of what i wanna do in life . so just a good bye to all . and i shall leave . i dont really feel like leaving , but then i still must . i wanna know what i really want now . as i still dont know what i want and what to do . i just hate saying good bye to you all . as i treat you all as my best friends . finally the last thing i know , make me totally break down . and i've lost in everything now . thanks uhh . [ for the both of them , last long too . and stay happy . i have totally given all my blessing to the both of you . better take good care of him . ] how shagg i'm , how worst i'm now , nobody knows . i will never show out , how weak i'm in front of you all . but now , i have just shown . so take care all . expecially my precious friends and ... byes , shall not post so often le . or maybe not posting anymore . anything , just sms me alright ? loves (: