hais

well , i dont wanna give a fcuk on anything now .
i just seriously wanna . . . . give up on myself and everyone le . cause i cant take it anymore . i just dont know why . hais . somehow i do felt unwanted . or being lonely . but then i think i shall go back to my old pass . to be alone in every single thing i do . i just dont wish to take every single thing now . so i think i shall post out what i wanna say here . and i dont wanna talk about it le . well . ya . i still will post what i done yesterday . i dont care whether how you all wanna think of me about . but at least i didnt hide .

well , yesterday went up era . and then saw a wallet . so i ask drea and poot down , as i dont wanna stay there anymore . and went to back ally . open the wallet . and there almost 30 bucks inside . and then saw the buddist stuff inside , so i didnt throw , was down there thinking whether to throw or what . but then the owner then come over . so didnt wanna talk or think much . and then ahhua ask me go over talk . and i was like shivering till damn jialut . cause its my 1st time doing such stuff . so ya , went over . and walk back to find shawn all . then wanted to sit down , and the wallet drop . was so scare that they found it . cause i told them that i never take it . OMG lahs . then when i say i wanna walk back to era . then i walk off . and then reaching the 7-11 there . ahhua found the wallet . and ya . so i still wondering to confess or not . but then drea say she wanna tar . and then i admit lahs . how can i throw her to go die . what will the rest think of her ? and his groups of brother . sure scold her for being stupid de . ya , then kena nag for very long , and then next they finding the bag . but then me , poot and drea didnt even saw the bag , and i just took the wallet only . so i dont wanna care much , ya , at that time i did really feel damn fcuking guilty and regret . ya , cause i know some dote on me , and will think why i suddenly do this kind of thing . but then , if its you guys lahs , you saw a wallet on the table and its no one de . you wont take mehs ? no people there lehs . zzz . wanna blame me , go ahead lahs . i dont wanna give a fcuk on it anymore . and it will be the last that i drop my tears for friends anymore . i dont wanna suffer so much , and because of so much stuff , all get unhappy . and to vance . what you wanna think of me i dont wanna care le . you wanna hate me , dislike me , go ahead lahs . i know i do change more in becoming more attitude le . but you think want it ? i know i become more dao . more worst than before . but then it's not because i want it . yesterday after i steal that thing , i just scare that you will angry only . but then i know you will . and i wont talk to you also le . i think for very long le . just now from i audi till now . i wont wanna go down to the chalet . nor meet out you guys le . i dont care you all kan me like what shyt . this is my decision . i have the rights to do whatever i want . i wont be bothered by you all le . just leave me alone . thats it . sorry that what i have say , but i still have to .

and to ford . : ya , i dont own you a living . you dont have to keep give me attitue . like now . you think you got them , to help you . then ? its your own business lahs hors . i really have enough of it le lahs . and yr attitude . fcuk it lahs hors . you got attitude . i dont have uhh ? ehs , you also can jolly well fcuk off . like i say to the rest . not happy . fcuk off then . dont have to sms me le lahs . and tomorrow chalet . i wont be going . wait long lahs hors . since wanna play , i play with you lahs . ownself take the chalet as i leave this group de lahs . the party (: its cool what . i just really cant stand you le . this is what i gonna say . cause your mindset , really that CMI . sorry to say that but i got to . cause now i sot dao i really wanna burst le .

finally i say everything out . i really dont wanna see you all , because of me . then all dulan and shagg . so just fcuk off from my life . dont give a damn to me . can le . and i will also try not to contact you all . and i wont even msg to bothered you all le . (: well , anyway thanks for taking good care of me last months . this is a real good bye i shall say . takecare all then .