hais

another posting for sweetheart and maybe my feelings too .

well . sweetheart , yeah , its true that we really drifted alot . and ya , maybe you got your own friends to hang out with , and maybe we are not really that close to you . thats why you wanna mia too . and maybe seldom hang out with us . but when i told them you going in girls home , and when i saw what you send , i was like so worried for you can . and even the rest . why you suddenly change to be like this ? and everyone around me is also changing . hais . i just dont know whats wrong lahs , but then , i just hope things were like the past . hais . when we joke , laughs , do funny stuff . and many many more . and when the times we hang at era , or outside outing . i really do miss it . so many things . when i think of it , it so hurting inside me , cause its like all have changed . hais . maybe its because we hang out too long ? or ? i dont want you to be bad , instead , i want you to change to be better . study well . and then get a cert . you are only 13 , you should get into studies . and not to be those ahlians or ? paikias . study is good for your future . really . when can you wake up my dear sweetheart ? when you will tell me every single thing in your heart , so that i can understand the situation well . and i can help you . so please . change back to the past and not like this . alright ? hais .

i just seriously miss the past . and somehow i feel like this group is also drifted ): how i wish time could turn back . and i wont do those stupid mistake . and i wont be so guilty , and i wont always think about it . how i wish so many stuff i wanted it to be . will turn out perfectly fine , and everyone will be happy . and no sadness , and those have boyf or girlf want , please last long alright ? and how long will this group of friends last ? i also dont know . hais ): some how , i just feel like leaving this group D: