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well , back to posting , nothing much to post too . so it might be just a short post .

wakie at about night 8 plus ? then after that , go bathe cause adeline sweetheart and ford coming meet me , as i dont wanna stay at home , didnt talk to my aunt too . and she also keep like giving me the lj bin , like why must i be back home , so went to bathe , then after that , went down to my house downstairs to meet the two of them , then walk to inter and take bus to era . reach there about 11 plus ? then on com and called xab down , cause 10 to 7 , era package for us is only 10 bucks . woi . cheap right ? so start to play audi and i brought fam channel . and we tag to 10k plus fam points ! :DD then after that , 2 rounds of dota , 1st round vs xab and ade , so me and ford team , but then still lose . 2nd round , me and ford vs xab , and we still lose . hahs ! i'm becoming noob already sial . OMG , audi also noob , dota also noob . was like so wtf -.-'' never mind , then go back audi , play and tag . then till 5 plus 6 , went to the prata shop and eat , slack awhile then back to era . tag xab a few rounds and lic . finally he level 20 le . jys on lvl 21 (: then can go expert liaos :D so play till 8 plus 9 , then off com , wait for xab to play finish , till i almost fall asleep there . then he off com le . chase him at era . cause he dont know say me or what . -.-'' LOL ! then after that , cab back home , rolfs . i use finish my 5 bucks . urggh ! shagg , my last 5 bucks gone liaos . cb , gonna survive without money for today too ): going meet rainbow later , as i say that i will meet her . and then tonning with her tonight i guess . tomorrow going escape with vance they all . as vance wanna go there -.-'' then night , go hunted place . will be damn busy lahs i swear , monday gonna go ktv , as sweetheart wanna go sing k . she miss the past . aww , me too lahs ): hope monday we will enjoy there ? i guess so too bahs . hmm , well . now going audi awhile . then gonna go rest awhile . was freaking tired now man . cant take it laaas ! and its gonna rain , and i hear thunder , ahhhh , i dont like it man . hais . but then still gonna take it . cause its raining soon ! and i really do miss the past and i miss to talk to my aunt , i just feel so empty and alone now . sighs , how i wish , things wont turn out like this . and it will be better each day .

sometimes i really think , did i change alot ? did i change to be more worst ? can someone just tell me that ? if i really did change alot , i will just disappear from everyone , and try ways to change back to last time , if it really change me alot till the extend that all might hate me , i rather disappear from all ): hais , i really hope not bahs . hais . off le bahs , dont wanna talk about it le .