thinking of the past memories (:

well . back to blog bahs , nothing much to say too . been staying up at home for the past 2 days , cause very lazy to go out . and nothings much to do too . either at era , if not rot at home . well 9 more days , to outing , with ade , ford and ngyaya (: cant wait for that day though , cause meeting my precious yaya , even though i always make her pissed . but still . she's a good sister of mine . love ya ! and ade too . too long didnt meet her , and its like we drift alittle already , never mind , starting to think of points too . like even though i know they are close to me . but i cant stop them from doing the things they want . they have their own freedom too right ? (: so yeah , just that i dont wish to get drift from them . maybe i'm a little selfish ;x or jealous , cause they meet the others . alright , but then now at least i know how to think already (: so its ok . but then dont let us drift alright ?

somehow . i feel that now my thinking and attitude , is getting better . much more better . maybe because of different friends i'm with ? or me myself wanna change it ? hahs ! i dont know too . maybe its more better when i'm like this . smiling everyday , not having much attitude ? to me , i feel its more better . not sure what the rest thinks too .

will be super busy from next week on , most likely , not very free to meet people up x.x gonna buy new year clothes , go out on 12 , then maybe on the 10th too . shall depends bahs . all need $$ ): gonna work already , damn broke now . shagg ! finding part time job , anyone got any job ? plus cant stand long one . cause i bth standing long x.x got job text me alright ? 82826563 . nothing much to post too ehs ? just update for the sake to not let my blog have spider web ;x LOL ! shall get to sleep now . cause later gonna wake up early to do stuff . then head to era . anything text me bahs (: nights everyone , shall upload pictures real soon . when i go out (: !