well , i'm back to single , with no dragging here and there and awhile later patch , i guess we have broke up for a day , and nice date to break up uh ? 1:1:11 . -'- sigh , even though i cant bear to give up the r/s but i know i still have to . like the promise i've made . if we quarrel again , no more chance given already , he also did state his . if i cry again , he will leave me . so yeah . i think its better that we 2 leave each other , so he can find a better girlf . who is 100x better than me :) isnt that what a r/s should do if you want him to be happy ? i dont mind giving up him and let him to others . as long as his next r/s will be better and nice . i shouldnt be in a r/s anymore . i should stay single . i dont know why all my r/s will cock up . none of my r/s last for a year . none of them . sigh . i though he was the one , the one who let me feel so much love . the one i put in my love to . sigh . but then , end up i was the one getting hurt and lie again and again .
he doesnt even feel or understand me . sigh . i dont know why . i'm so lost and confuse now . i tear everynight . without anyone know . now , i've to tear everyday , every few hour . i cant bear to let go . but i know i've to . i wont move my path , i'll stay . because i know . 1 day if i still love him , i wont move to others , 1 day if i still miss him , i wont fall for anyone . all i think of now , is him him him . i wanted so badly to give him a chance back . but i know i will get hurt again . lets see if he change and still wants me not ? maybe by that time , he got someone new ? :') so good luck to you silly boy . no matter what i still love you alright ? sigh , you gave me such beautiful memories , yet also the hurtful memories ..
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