seriously i'm starting to give you up.

Seriously , don't know what's wrong with guys nowadays . Especially you . You know who you are . Don't need me to say out . I'm not trying to bad mouth , but is because i'm really pissed off with you . Like look , i didn't do anything wrong , and here you are , trying to come and say me and quarrel -.- How old already ? And did you even go get the facts right become coming up to confront me ? No . Storybook also need to read the whole book before understanding the situation luhs . Lmaos . And did i even say i don't give a damn on the presents that you gave me ? If i don't , i wont even have to display them nicely already . Seriously , go trust your friends la . Really see no point in why i mustn't give up on you sial . Till now , i learn to wake up already . been trying to tell myself that , you will change for the better for sure , hahs , but i'm actually lying to myself all along . Knowing that actually you won't even change , know why ? Cause a leopard will never change its spot (:

All the effort seriously wasted , should have heel my friends advice sial . Tsktsk , so i won't have to ended up like this . In this kind of state . Seriously , thanks to you man , i must really be grateful to you . hahs ! All you think of is you are always right , then so be it . You are always right then , i won't even wanna bother to argue with you anymore , you wanna go bitch around me then go ahead only ^^ I don't even wanna care anymore . I don't see a need too why i've to give in to you . When we are like stranger . Even my family i also don't give in , so why must i give in to you ? LOL ! You wanna say i very bossy , attitude problem or whatsoever , then so be it . So what if i'm ? Everyone is different . I ain't like your ex's , whom you treat badly to . Or any others . Really sial , age gap is really a problem , i guess if i find a guy around your age , they will think better than you . And they won't so Gey Gao like you . LOL . If you wanna be so gey gao , then i think i should too . Lol . Cause now your the one who wanna make things ugly . Your the one who wanna make things to the extend till it turn out this way . Your the one who change me to like this . Yeah i admit i do have attitude problems , but so ? Everyone can accept me for who i'm , why can't you ? LOL .

All you think of , is want me to change , then what about you ? You don't have to ? Lying to me over and over again , saying that you will change and all sort of sweet stuff . In the end ? The result is still the same ! Have you ever really thought about me ? Or my feelings . You always say you did , but it seems like you didn't . If you did , you will know why i'm always like this . What i want , and how i feel . All this you won't even know . Do you know sometimes why i get angry ? Is because the way you joke and play . Do you know how i feel at times ? When i jealous , get paranoid , and all sorts of stuff ? You don't know . All you think of is i'm having attitude problem . Trying to climb on your head or even bad mouth you . You think i'm always bad-mouthing you behind my friends back . When i didn't even . If i did , i would have give up you earlier on . And wont hang on till now . Ask around luhs , how many people ask me to give up , and i keep say don't want , there's still chance , you will change and etc . . Go ask around , how many times i've nag to people saying that , i miss you so badly , and i love you still . All this , you will never know . Cause all you think of is me saying you only . So be it . You wanna think this way , then go ahead . Cause what your friend said are right , and what i say is wrong . Okay ? :) It's also the end of us too . So yeah , that's why i decided to rant everything out . And after that , i won't wanna rant anymore . Cause no point already . Good luck to you in finding your new girl and studies . Walk separate ways from now on and each start a new fresh life . You can throw away the pictures and delete photo too . It's all up to you now . Lastly , the last time i'm gonna say , i love you seriously . i've never ever bad mouth you before or tried to spoil your reputation . I do miss you terribly much . . Bye .


All i've to do , is to keep myself busy from now on with studies and work . so that i'll slowly give up on you and forget about you . Even though if i've to overwork and get stress in studies , i'll still do it . And you will never know how much it hurts me , how hard it is to move on alone . The love is so strong , that whenever i start to daze , the image start to flash through my mind . 28th is the best memories , yet the most hurtful one too . . Thanks .