Day 1 without you..

Ya, I'm back to blog, and I'm also back to single. Yes. It's also the first time I post stuff here about you. I'm just finding a place to talk because I felt I've no other place to type my feelings in already..

I almost went crazy, went drunk, because I know you fall for your classmate. I'm not able to take the blow in one shot. I hold on, because everyone ask what am I gonna do? And my both sist ask me to give up. But I don't want to admit defeat. Even though I say the word break up. But then deep down inside me, my heart tears, it's like I take a knife & stab my own heart. I've never love someone so much till this extend. That I change to a better person, and plan for the future.

I didn't know I've hurt you so much when we quarrel, that you've to go talk to her. I know I'm wrong in each quarrel, because my words are harsh, & I didn't give you a chance to explain. Our relationship will become like this because, we didn't communicate much.. I've regret, for not learning how to h2h talk with boyf. No matter what, I'll still hold on to this relationship, and do amends for it. I hope I can salvage this relationship. Because I still have a little hope in it.. I miss you badly seriously... ):
No matter what, I won't hate you, I will still love you & await for you to come back (: <327th