hais

well , think i blog this last post le bahs .
hmmm , well . did cry just now . yeah , cant believe i cry uhh ?
well . i also mai say so much . cause it doesnt concern anymore .
what for i bother ? what for i care ? what's the point that i care about it ?
so i shall forget . but takes time . so i shall really do it .
even thought it hurt , but i still will . no matter what . i cry again .
OMG , i really did cry again . hais . forget it . my heart just tear . i just dont know why .
i'm just sad and heart broken now .

shall not think so much now . prepare for tomorrow MIA le . i wanna take a break . i'm breaking down soon . i think now . even i'm starting to break down already . so maybe this period of MIA , will heal my tearing wounds . hahas (: guys , i'm still alright . dont need to worry . even though , nightkids de , i'm not so shagg , but still i'm able to stand strong . so must grats me uhh : and those sisters out there , especially ngyaya and gohkaiqin , please meet me more often , i miss the joy we had , the laughter we always share . and the fun we had . i miss ever single things about us last time . love you 2 man ! so today is the last day i cry (: cheers !