last post .

its the really last post that i wanna post out for someone . whether he's reading it or not .
i still will post it . you say that is it i wanna make every relationship you have to break up ?
no , i'm not . cause i'm not so selfish . i'm not so selfish to only want you by my side .
ya though i'm jealous yesterday . but what for you care . now i really wanna post this out .
as i think its time for me to give up . why must you care yesterday ? when i cry ?
hais , you know it really hurts me alot ? i been thinking for the last night , why must you ask ?
why must you know ? since you are happily with her , so still ask so much for ?
why you still wanna ask B , and bella why i cry for ? what's the reason i cry for ?
all this really hurts me , and i think i'm gonna break down soon . the 1st guy who make me cry for the whole day . who make me sad the whole day . the 1st one who make me smile no matter what . without fail . but then , it all ends . and i really dont know why i will fall for you . why will i cant give up on you . and so much more stuff on my mind .

but all this , you doesnt have to care , cause i never wanna make you and her break now .
you happy , jiu hao le . then jiu last with her . i'll give you my blessing .
dont even think till like i'm a baddie . when did i ever make all your relationship broke up ?
since when did i ever , you tell me lahs . even thought seeing you with other girl , will make me jealous , but then , i wont make any couple break up . cause loving someone is want that person to be happy , and if you are happy . then i shall let you go . right ?
this is what love is . yeah , even though some still ask me not to give up . but still i think i want to . cause i dont know what you are thinking now . i dont wanna get more hurt now .
even now when i post this post , i also feel like crying le . i dont want my eyes to be swollen anymore . i dont want to go plaza sing with swollen eyes . so i tolorate . hais .

why must you know why i cry , i still dont understand , cause you want ur face ?
as you scare people will think that why are you like this ? that's why you wanna get ur facts right ? and that's why you came over to ask me ?
why must you like still give me a feeling that there's still chance and hope .
why must you still keep cares for me ? can you really go and think . what you really want ?
hais , i'm sick and tired of it le . the last post i shall post at era now . before i rush to plaza sing .
because of this post , i rush down here , and rush to plaza sing . hais .
because of you , i cry whole day , i shagg for so long , but what i get in the end , worst .
hais , i dont wanna talk about it le . whether you wanna hate me or not . its ur choice .
still i'm wondering whether to give up not . shall slowly bahs . let time do the decision for me .
but still 4.5683.968 T.T