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well . let me post about yesterday stuff bahs .
hmmm , yesterday woke up at 2 plus . then nua till 4 plus then bathe ,
then went down era , as he's not there . so post finish my post . rush to bunk to meet bella , nigel they all . i was so so late man . but at least i went to meet then lorr .
hahahas , then slack awhile . then wanna walk to parklane there .
cause bella was working there . while walking , kids sms me and ask me where i'm .
then i hought he saw me at bunk . LOL . but he's at bedok . so after smoking finish with nuer .
nuer went to work . so me , nigel , milkteh and elmo , cab back to era .
and i wanna go meet kids . as my mood yesterday was damn shagg . keep wanting to cry .
and i kinda miss kids too . cause i know he will never fail to make me smile .
then cab to era , then rush to front and wait for cab . hahas . but the bo cab can !
saw him also, he was at downstair with so many people . but i just dont give a fcuk care anymore.
then finally got a cab . so took the cab and cab to bedok . then ahheng went off while i walk to my aiai bubble tea shop there . to find that mr kids (: well , and he start to make me smile again .
he sure never fail to make me smile yesterday uhh . and it was like i felt those kind of feeling back when i was with him . why is it so ? maybe cause i was with him for so long le bahs .
but still , thanks alot for making me smile . your the best ex boyf i had lahs (:

after meeting him , he pei me go back my house cause i need to get somethings , so he wait downstairs while i go up get my things , change and help my aunt take her laggage down .
quite sad to see her leave uhh . scare that she doesnt have enough food how . hmmm .
well , i'm starting to worry now . and a little sad that she went oversea . well , 3 weeks .
hais . never mind . then send kids to the mrt station and i went to take my bus to serangoon .
then reach here at 10.30 like that .
then drink some stuff , sms with so many people too can . with drayl , samuel , my audi cpl , bella , xiaoken and eric , as i send him a sms of why i cry on tuesday .
but really i didnt want the both of you to break up . but then ... sorry anyway .
then went off to sleep . cause my uncle using com still . x.x
then now , wakie to post this post . hahas , my mood yesterday was better . and today , its a new start , a new day for me yeah ? so shall slowly download my audi finish , then its audi time le (:
so , i shall stop here le ehs , nothing much to post too .

and those who ask me to wait de , i shall see how first . cause i dont wanna get hurt again or cry again . those who know that i cry de , means i got so hurt that till i cry out . so i dont wish to cry anymore . i dont wish to get hurt anymore . i shall see how bahs . whether he wants me or not .
i also dont know . cause i have already break down . what i want now is , we still can be friends , its good enough already . i dont want much , just that you still will talk and joke with me can le .
maybe single for me will be best , cause i doent have to worry much , i doesnt hve to think much too . so i shall see how first , thanks all those who still cares about me . love die you all and lastly i still love him , 3742 .