hais

well , here to post again .
hmmm , and there's also one thing .
i think i shall give up le .
and then you shall last long with her alright ?
i dont wanna care so much le .
i just wanna pass my days happily .
hahhas , cause i dont know when i wont wanna come era anymore .
maybe soon ? or maybe i'll just leave without a word .
thanks for entertaining me last few days , and even when we broke up .
and its like you starting to avoid me le . doesnt wanna talk to me like this .
i can feel it . and my 6th sense are always right .
but then hope you still talk to me as a normal friend uhh ?
hais . maybe i shouldnt even step in era , then i wont have know you .
and i wont be that shagg , but still . i'm happy that i'va given up on you a little now .
hahas , and i wont cry for you anymore . cause i think its worthless .
so i shall give up now and start anew with my life .
i dont want to continue this life anymore . this shagg life . i'm more shagg when i'm with you .
when i start to love you . but when i was with kids .
i wont be like this . cause i know he will treat me better .
everyone told me that you are more better than him , you suits me more .
but i think that kids suits me more than you . cause he really know me more than you .
hais , but then why will i love you ? i think i'm so stupid . hais .
but still , thanks for last time . that you make me smile . no matter what .
hope that you will stop to avoiding me can le . that all bahs (: