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well , back to post some post . cause havent post today uhh ?
yesterday afternoon 2 went back home .
then sleep till 6 plus , wake up eat alittle , cause aunt kiao me up .
then went back sleep till 10.30 . then rush to go bathe , then went era .
while on the way to era , was sms-ing with pathetic and sotplug .
was talking with pathetic on somethings , and asking sotplug who at era .
then reach era , smoke with kele first . then went up . dota with him .
HAHAHAS ! dota again == gonna bored die me le lahs .
audi also sians , all things also sians . RAWRS ! jialut sial .
if really play dao sians le . scarly i dont feel like going out le , then i shall stay at home le .
more better , save money . and then can dont need to keep hang out at era .
which is a sad place for me yeah ? hahahas .
like what maiko tell me , if era really make me feel so sad , then i shall not go down often .
and i think i should do so too uhh ? dont always go era le . (: might be better .
well , after dota , audi awhile . then was like skill deprove alot . hais .
shagg die me bodoh . lost my skill and my hand was like . damn stiff can !
then went down to smoke . then came up to post . after that read pathetic blog .

to my dearest sweetheart (pathetic) : dont cry le alright ? we gonna stand strong too .
dont because of this things , make you fall . you gonna stay strong . fight for it too .
i'm still here for you . and i will always be here for you de (: i promise alright ?
you are still my best friend no matter what . even thought we both like the same guy .
but then still , you are still my friend (: meet up soon alright ? dont care the 'her' le lahs .
if she like eric , let him lorr . dont cry just because of this . not worth it . cheer up (:

well , i really hope that he will talk back to me . hope that he wont be angry anymore . i dont know whether he still angry not . but my heart tells me that he's still alittle angry . even thought quinn told me that he's not angry le , cause his mood today is damn good . even if his mood is damn good , doesnt mean that he's not angry with me . maybe cause i'm not here , his mood is damn good . what if i'm at era ? i dont think his mood will be good too . hais . i just dont know what to do now . all i can do is to wait . ): just hope he will talk to me soon . really . cause i felt damn sorry about it le , so hope that you will forgive me soon . sorry still . if really you dont wish to see me in era , just tell me , then i shall fcuk off from era . and fcuk off from your sight .
i promise , just a word , and i will fcuk off far far from you . hais . some how , i really feel like keep crying , and then cry till die sua , if not sleep till die .
if not anything that can do to die , also can de . just dont know what to do now . i felt so lost .
totally and completely lost now . i really miss those times , hais . i just dont know what you want ? then you wont be like this ? cause you really change alot , just in a short period of time .
why are you so change now ? i know everybody will change , but you really change too fast .
i just hope that you are the old you bahs . no matter what , imy & ily still . hais . fcuk era life , fcuk my life . fcuk everything . i wanna be alone in a place , where no one can know or find me .