hais

hais , well . lots of things happen just in a few days time only .
lots of things happen , and i dont wanna post about it le .
ya , and me finally forgiven B le . yeah , even thought he really make me angry .
but still , he's my di . and thats for sure (: even thought i can dao him for days .
but then when he's in trouble , i still will care for him le . just that he wont know .
didnt talk to him for almost 3 day ya , and its like he still can keep wanting to talk to me .
well , di ah , i hope that you will really change ur behavior alright ? and attitude .
and better be good le ehs ? and ya . still gonna help you think of tonight plan .
hais , hope vanvan and sotplug will have plans for tonight . for B ):
well , wait for van to come era . then will talk about it . and shall see how .

yesterday quarrel with him . just because my audi noob char went to find cpl .
and ya , you dulan and say yama . say he's a fcuker ? wtf is this ?
OMG man , and i tell you le , i'm not using that acc le . what else you want uhh ?
whatever things i do i must tell you ? ok lorr . next time what time i finger myself .
i also tell you , i go toilet do what . also tell you . i go out with who also tell you .
swee bo ? like that you be my real life boyf sua ? wtf right ? its like .
really . you are just my audi cpl and you like need to know so much things i'm doing .
then what's the difference between audi cpl and real life ? am i right ?
well like i say le , i dont want because of this small stuff then quarrel with you .
or whatever shyt lahs hors . no more because of this small things quarrel le .
really . i'm already having so much stress le . i dont want anymore things to add on to the burden for me le . alright ? so this matter forget it okay ? but seriously .... arggggh , never mind .

well , this few days i realise my attitude and mood was like damn quiet .
and i dont talk much le . even sms , i also will pissed . hais . why is it so man .
i just dont know . i just know i'm stress . i really dont feel like coming era le .
i really feel like mia for a period of time . i really feel like giving up myself le .
well , i also dont know . hais , let god decide my fade (:

i dont know why , i still love you so much .
i dont know why , why i cant give up on you .
i dont know why , what makes me like you so much .
i only know , that i will wait for you . simple .