hais

well , went down my house downstair to meet B and ford yesterday .
then somehow . x.feng call me and i wanted to meet her .
but then i know 2 more will come . yeah . so be it . waited at 502 .
for almost 1 hr 30 min == let us wait so long uhh ? and i really feel like going home .
but then , all still sitting down , so sit there awhile . then just nice they came .
then i walk off as i was talking on the phone with x.ken .
then they went to the coffee shop , as they want eat . then i go toilet .
then saw ford calling beer . and ken say only 2 , but then , ford was drunk after that .
he was kpkbing here and there . and he's super gl i swear .
the way he talk to me all this . fcuk up lahs . ==
then lazy talk to him , cause mai spoilt mood . so walk off , and ken come over find us . then we hide here and there . and talk stuff out (: h2h talk . LOL .
then went to withdraw money for ford , 30 bucks only and he want drink .
ya , so save 10 bucks for his cab later . and buy 4 beer from coffee shop .
then went to 516 playground there and drink . drink till left more than 1/4 .
i tar ther whole thing , cause i need to use the toilet urgently .
unfortunally , i gone abit seh . zzz ! and lots of things to think too .
hais , well . yeah , i give her the blessing . hais . even though my face can see it .
that i'm not really that happy . but then she's damn happy lahs . ==
but still , i insisted , i will wait . i wont give up so fast yet . (:
you can hate me all you want , dulan with me or what ever fcuk .
go ahead , i wont change my mind . yeah . and i wont break what i promise .
well , i dont wanna talk about this le .
later meeting van bahs i guess . then slack and talk . hais , to me now ,
but then i doubt that he will come == cause he's always so jelly ==
he's the only person who i can trust now le . i guess ? who else ?
not sure ken coming not ? but then today only this group to meet ,
no more others . cause i wanna say some stuff x.x ZZZ lahs !
end here le , cause i really got no words to say le . hais . shagg !

you really that happy when you are with her ?
you really wanna be with her so much ?
if you insist , then i will just fcuk off .
until when i see that really you are damn happy .
i did so much , but it seems like its for granted ?
OMG lahs , i shouldnt be so stupid . and for you .
i did so much of foolish things . == and i wont have to say out .
and its the last thing i do . for today (: