shagg

back home now . hais , and i suddenly miss era alot .
miss those group of friends i have . and ya , for just awhile only .
hais , what am i gonna do . if i just mia and not going out to meet them ?
OMG lahs , but still , tolorate weiwei ! you can do it de (:
ya , sat will be x.ken birthday , see whether he's gonna celebrate not .
if got , then i go meet them . cause they might celebrate at era x.x
hmm , sians , really got nothing much to do now .
and this few days , there are lots of problems . hais . hope everything will be fine after today . i just hope all my friends , will smile more . no more stress or problems for them , just a happy day , for all of us . and thats what i want , and those who have bgf , last long too (: treasure what you have before they are gone , this few days . i've been wondering . lots of stuff in my mind . hais . dont know how to discribe too . just keep it in my heart can le . or those who i'm close with , i will say only .
ahhhh , gonna think . what am i gonna do this few days ?
staying at home and rot ? OMG lahs , i sure faint de lorr .
seriously , i just dont feel like mia-ing . hais . but it will be better for me .
i know . so i must , perserve ;duh
nothing much to post too . well , so end here le (: post alittle things out only .

to B didi ;
di , well , you gonna be independent le alright ?
like i tell you before . once quinn move out , i will mia .
i did say that le . and too much things happen this few days ,
so i need a break alright ? and its also time for you to think le .
you are already a grown up . you know whats right and wrong .
you know who is good and who is bad . so think before doing things ok ?
i cant always be there for you to help you and say you .
you gonna ownself think too mahs . right ? we cant maintain always like this .
someday , we will leave each other de . correct ? so think ok ?
its time for you to think what you wanna do in life le .
i wont come down often , but then maybe once a week , i will .
so better take good care of yourself , anything happen , give me a call .
i will be there de . dont worry (: and wanna meet , go other place (:

well , i just hope that you also will be happy everyday .
i just dont know what to do .
maybe you might hate me or dont like me .
but then i still wont mind . you might say that i'm childish ,
but then did you see properly ? i might be childish when i play .
but then what about my mindset ? you wont know de .
i know what i'm doing , either its right or wrong . i know it well .
but then , i will try to change alright ? hais .
no matter what , you are important to me . i will wait .
no matter what it takes . but if you really find your happiness .
i will give you my blessing . i must learn how to let you go soon .
but not now . when i think that you truely found your happiness .