hais

i dont know why i feel like posting .
i dont know what i'm doing right now .
just something in my mind that i'm thinking .
well , just wake up not long . and went to msn .
woah , my sweetheart sms me to go era . but then .
i cant make it D: sorry sweetheart .
cause too late le . and i dont feel like going out .
tomorrow morning then go bahs , hais .
and i decided le , i dont wanna mia first .
cause i got stuff to do (: hahahas . so wait .
maybe 2 more weeks , then i shall start . but then .
i still wont go down era so often . (:
cause i wanna stay at home . and reflect too .
well , starting to like home more and more le uhh ;x
hahahas , cause its so comfortable ! (: hahahas !
currently now chatting on msn with pootpoot (: hahas .
cause was so bored . and so chat with her , talk alot too ! ;x
well . then talk about lots of stuff , hahas , then was laughing too .
cause we talk about so many topic and lame awhile . hahahs .
and she's damn cute too luhs , i swear . hahahas . same thinking too (:
sat meeting her ehs , hahahas ! dont know we will talk much not ehs .
hahahs , ;shy lahs sial . ;x was so sians luhs . hmmm .
rotting at home now . ahhhh , OMG lahs , sooooo bored !
think i going back sleep later on ;x hahhas , i know very pig luhs .
but then soooo tired mahs . so bo bian de . hahahas !
then sleep dao tomorrow . then go era . hmmm .
nothing to post lahs , zxczxc . i going back sleep soon .
still damn fcuking tired sial . signs . . .

i'm missing you every min , every sec .
do you even know how important you are to me ?
how much you mean to me ?
how much do i love you ?
how much do i care for you ?
you wanna say me , i dont mind .
but then why must i go throught all this ?
i can find others guys . cause i dont short of guys .
seriously . is because i really love you alot . thats why .
thats why i choose this path . and continue walking .
even though i gonna go through thin and thick ,
i still will do it . just because of you . but then ,
i dont know how long i can survive till .
how long i can hang on , i also dont know .
hais . . let time do its job . let fade decide for me .
the path that i should continue walk or not .
when i start to fell . . .