imissyoustill

alright , back to blog again . just wake up not long .
yeah , then B didi sms me , and my girlf fionn (:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRLF ! (:
sorry girlf , didnt know your birthday celebration was ytd .
so didnt went down era ): hmmm , at least i found out today .
and i send you a sms (: sweet uhh ? hais . still wondering .
whether i should go down era not ? hais . . i've been feeling so . .
arghh , never mind . i find it that i stay at home , i relac much more .
once i go era . i will emo nor shagg alot . hais . . what should i do now ?
also dont know what happen to B , hais . he's talking rubbish again .
hais , i just dont know what i can do now . i just hope . i could just vanish into thin air now (: somehow , i always let my emotions over take me . hais . i gonna tolorate !
zxczxc , those emotions always let my head go wild . ahh , i just cant focus on a thing . once i think of other , i will just let it take over le . . like now .
my attitude , character sucks alot man . my attitude like fcuk now .
hais . . i did change alot . but its not what i wanted . those emotions . . hais .
i wanna be back to the old me , the one which i just started to come era .
not giving any attitude . but just smiling all the way . hais . .
will it happen back ? i dont think so . i just wanna . . . . zxczxczxc .
i dont know what to say le . and i dont wish to say so much too . hais . .

i been thinking of you .
every stuff i did , your image will just appear .
i dont know why i have to suffer so much like this .
maybe i shouldn't appear in this picture at first .
but now i did , i really regret . but then . . i will wait .
till i really cant take it and fall apart . till i give up .
on my self and everything , and when i'm sick and tired of everything .
then its time for me to give up . hais . . some stuff are not meant to say in blog bahs .
but still , i will still wait . you should know . hais . .