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well , today from era cab down to amiratly .
to find x.ken , ford they all . cause all still at there . and then , reach there , all still sleeping , and then , went to sleep too . cause was very tired . and then sleep dao 4 plus . then slack awhile . and then went down to downstair and buy ciigg , and then , went to panisula . and went to buy ford jeans . and then , went to bugis there for sheesha . and then was drinking too , was thinking lots of stuff too . and i msg van too . yeah , things are fine with me and van . and then continue drinking too . and i keep tar and tar all this . then feeling abit seh , and feel like vomiting . till now , i reach ford hse , i still feel like vomiting . zxczxc . and then reach ford hse , something happen , dont wish to elabroate it too . well . so skip this thing , me going audi awhile . today mood was all spoilt up . hais , well . hope things will be better tomorrow .
and van meeting me tomorrow , and we gonna talk out too . hmm , well . we will be back to like last time , when we laughs and joke around , but is see if all wanted to anot . but hope things will be like the past . i miss those moments . of the past . and yeah . ken going ns le . so will spend time more with him . and pei him . yeah , till 01 , sept . then after that , before he go ns , i thinking whether wanna go out havoc not ): shall see how . will discuss with the rest (: hahas ! end here le . gonna talk about some stuff with x.ken now .

i'm really so cunfused now . so i keep drink and make myself to drunk , but then i gonna control myself . cause i know all those people who still cares for me . wont wanna see me like this . hais . i'm still standing strong . but i'm on the process of breaking down D: