Disappointment

alright , i just came back to blog as i just feel so fcuk up . reach home just now . suppose to be home earlier , like about 7 plus ? cause of a fcuking dog . which make me reach home late . argh fcuk . i would like to tell a story out to everyone . and see whether what do you guys think alright ? human A is a long friend of mine . and she's very close to me . human B is a friend of mine which i knew a month plus ago .

once human B step in my life , everything change , all my closest one , start to drift from me . i dont know why either . and now . human B and human A look damn close . then today , i ask human A whether can go her house , then at first she say ok . then next min , she told me say her mum will come back home anytime , so i didnt go . then human B say he will stay at era with me . cause i ask him if not we stay at era la . then he say ok . after that , when i was lying in the pantry , human B took human A bag , and i find it weird already , cause human B pangseh me once before . then i ask him , you going human A house of stay at era . then human B told me say he going human A house and sleep . so i was like what the fcuk . you at first tell me say you wanna stay at era . and now ? and i was so pissed that i disown him and ask him to fcuk off . seriously . i dont need this kind of friends la . so you can jolly well fcuk off man . i'm not short of friends (: or a son , or whatever shyts ! and i just cab back and send a sms to human A to tell her to pass the msg to human B . and i also told human A that i dont know what she wants . she at first say that her house cant go . and complain to me about human B so many stuff . and end up lehs ? i dont know la . just fcuk it man . seriously . i can say is that , you are also drifting off away from me soon . you just dont get what i mean . and what i told you before . anyway , human A = adeline , and human B = beebee .

to adeline : this is the last post i shall write to you . whether you got read it or not . i dont give a damn now . and from today on , you dont have to complain to me what beebee done wrong . since he's much more important than me right now . and dont tell me no . cause after i send the last sms to you . you didnt even reply . cause you dont know what you wanna say right ? you are mute right ? cause what i say , is the truth . and it seems like he have taken over my place . so what's the point of us being so close now ? he's the one who always meet you . go out with you . ask him to be your sh lo (: simple . i dont care you see this , you wanna cry or what , cause my heart is numb already . put yourself in my shoe lahs , and you will know how i feel now . seriously . you changed alot . after i brought him down here . and i fcuking regret bringing him down to you guys . and i can tell you . now in this post . or in your face . dont ever ask him to come down era anymore . if you wanna come , dont bring him over . cause i dont wanna see his fcuking face there anymore . the choice is yours , either you have him , if not me (: simple . cause i know your answer will be him (: so good bye ! thanks for the past happiness you have given , and the huge disappointment too :D and ya , think whether you wanna continue the sh we are anot . think carefully before you made any choices . no = no more sh , no more friends . yes = no more beebee , but still continue sh , but the feeling will be different (:

to beebee : ehs , i now fcuking tell you straight in your face lahs hors . you are fcuking disown man ! i dont need a son like you lahs hors . you can fcuking fcuk off from my life man . i dont care you wanna cry or emo or cut yourself . go ahead man . fcuking regret knowing you . and bring you down to know so many people la hors . ehs , you fcuking fcuk off from era also lahs , i will tell everyone in era about it man . you are such a . . . . asshole man . just jolly well fcuk off from my sight man . cause the more i see you , the more i hate you man . you make me feel so disgust ! you are worst than your brother . and i dont know whether you did steal my phone anot la hors . alot of people tell me so la . if i know its you who steal my stuff . i make sure i give you hell man . not happy with me , call people down then . i fcuking hate you to the core man , and dont ever call me mummy again lahs . cause its so disgraceful to have a son like you . do whatever you want , smoke , scold vulgarities or what , go ahead lahs , just faster go and die better (: bye asshole !