fcuk up

argh ! my mood was like so fcukup now . cant get everything right . and now . dont even know wanna go where . adeline is still sleeping . and i'm getting so bloody moodswing man . cant control my temper . my mood . argh ! aunt is kpkb-ing at me . then keep feel irritated . gosh , i'll just burst my brain better . feel like meeting my dearest rainbow later . i need to break down for awhile . ya , decided to mia . and have just talk to felicia and x.ken . maybe i really should just mia . so stop asking me , dont mia from who or who . or what wanna mia . if not i really will get damn pissed off . read carfully this line . and dont ask me ! i wanna mia from who . its for me to say . not you or whoever . i just need a break ~ argh . feeling so terrible inside . hais . wish to go out play and enjoy alone . cause it might make me feel better bahs . maybe not wanting to blog already . pointless to blog now . cause inside me , its breaking me . upset me . and hurting me ): no one knows bahs . so just dont come and irritate me , fan me or many other more to make me pissed for now . till i'm totally okay . hais ~