what do we mean to our friends ?

i dont know what i wanna post either , just trying to keep this blog alive . well . been going era for the past few days . not wanting to go anywhere , or talk much with people . just feel like being alone to play com , nor be with my sweetheart only . cause i only can talk to her with my stuff . maybe i'm starting to change again , to be better ? (: cause i'm bored of last time stuff and those shyts already . being so good to people . and get nothing in return . end up . the one who suffer is me . i will try to learn to be good . better than hanging outside , and letting others to come find me trouble . now adays , i'm trouble-free (: glad that i've been good these few days ! *clapclap* shall start to find job soon too ehs ? cause keep short of money usage too . and ya , so might find a job on monday-friday , then weekends , go era slack :D good idea uhh ? shall not hang out so often too man . like i say , the new year start , = to the new start for me , a new me , a new life (: will upload pics soon , sorry for dragging , cause was super duper tired now . and tomorrow shall get to era too (: meet gary didi i think ! he today fcuking ps me there ): idiot didi . rolfs . and ya , that's all i wanna say , thanks those peeps , who changed my life . teaches me new stuff . and learn to be peacefull . thanks alot ehs ? :D and thanks sh & ch , for meeting me for these past few days . and joke around together . lets play L4D tomorrow ch ! :D the new maps ! hahahas ! nights peepos ! gonna head off to bed , promise will upload pics soon , and will take more pics ! (: