Ok, I'm here to talk about my character. I mean like cause I quarrel with him. & he thinks that it's my wrong as I'm lazy. Well, who doesn't know that I'm plain lazy? Everyone knows that. So don't come & say that ask me to change or not be lazy towards you. Cause this is me. If you're gonna love me, you gonna accept that I'm like this. My sist & bro also know my character. So don't expect me to change for you when they didn't even ask me to do so.

I seriously don't know what's wrong with him nowadays eh. Just small little things I do, he just wanna argue. & he's been treating me coldly nowadays. From what I see in text la. We hardly Sms also already. Well I do wonder sometimes, how long can this relationship last. How happy are we? Hah. Let's see how it goes alright.

I really don't understand guys sometimes. What they are thinking & what they really wants. Because their mind & actions are both doing the different thing. I just don't get it really. I don't need my boyf to sweet talk that much. I don't need him to spend all his time on me. I don't need him to pamper me or what other girls demand. I just want a normal relationship. Who understands me. & who is willing to accept my flaws & still willing to be with me, stay by me when I'm upset. Like today, I got demote, he didn't say much. When I'm really unhappy, he did nothing much.. Sigh. Forget it really. I shall slowly take a step & see how it goes ba..