3rd day..

I promise to blog everyday, till you're back, or maybe. I give up. And this will be the promise I made. You once ask me why I never blog about us. Because I felt so ps to blog. And for you to read. I wanna keep it a secret on what I blog about you. But then I didn't. Because I know you're the guy that really care about me. The guy whom I've never felt so insecure of, & lack of love.

I've never been so strong on my wills before. And for you, I believe I can. I'll wait till July 10. Exactly 2 months when we break off. I do really wish to salvage this relationship. To give you more care & concern. To let you feel love. Because my heart tells me that, I'm really in love with you. No doubt. I've never have such strong feelings. Maybe I didn't go through such circumstances before. But then, no matter what & how. I will still love you for this 2 months. I'll remain single..

I really wish my effort will not be wasted. I promise to be a better girlf if you would to come back to me. & I know you only have feelings for her. So I believe I'm still able to salvage this relationship. Unless you really love her already & you 2 are really gonna get together. Then I will give you my blessing.

I really wonder, do you really not love me anymore? And don't even give a damn about me anymore? I pray every night for your return. & I believe, confident will make all impossible, to possible. I really do misses you & cuddling with you ): please don't torture me anymore.....