Day 14

Yes today is the day 14 without you. And I'm slowly getting used to it. 3 more days to our 5th monthsary. I wonder how much did you regret on making this move. Saw your fb comment on that video. It really makes me don't know what you're doing.. I really hope to know what you're thinking now in your mind. So I can get a clearer picture of it..

It makes me happy when you say you're used to calling me "bi" and yeah, I didn't reject it when you ask if you could call me that. Sometimes, you just make me feel so happy, & sometimes you just make me feel so upset... Hot & cold feeling do really sucks.. It makes me cant differentiate on what you want now. You're making me so lost and confused over here.

If you really don't have the intention of holding me back or catch me when I fall, then do let me know. I don't want to fall hard on the ground even though I know there's no one to catch me. Sigh.. Just wish you could text me at times. Instead of me keep looking at your last check in & keep wanting to text you...