Day 15

Hmm, well. I'm glad that you did talk to me today. & yeah. I know my words are harsh. Because I just need to vent it all out. I really wish to punch you hard. To vent everything out before I can start all over again.. But I know I can't bear to. Do you really want me back or not? Are you really willing to go through those hard times with me? Or will there be another same thing happening again? I don't want just words. I want it to be proven with actions. That you really want this relationship back...

I've been hinting you that, if you want this relationship back, do something about it. & I wanna know how you feel inside now. How much I meant to you & how much do you still love me? Yeah, my love for you ain't that strong alr, but I didn't even thought of giving up. So why are you when you didn't even try? Even a glimpse of hope, I sure won't give up. Because this is love. You give me learn so much, let me know the feeling which I've never feel before. This is why I'm holding on, just because I love you. So don't give up on me when I didn't give up on you. Get it?

I'll give you 1 more month to think through, if you really wanna give up, then I will give up. I'm tired of hanging on when it ain't my wrong yet I've to hold on so badly on it.. Even though my blog is not public & you can't read it, but I still wanna say how I feel now. Sigh.. 2 more days to our 5th monthsary ):