Day 5 & 6..

Well, I really can't read your thoughts. Are you angry that I'm being close to him? Hmm. I just wish you're either angry or jealous. So at least I know you still care.. At least I'll still be happy. Sighhhh. I really don't know what should I do now to salvage this rs.. I don't want it to be the end of us. I want it to be us, to be sweet towards each others..

Even though I've texted you today. But then I'm really quite disappointed by your replies. Sigh. I just wish you to know how much you meant to me. How much I love you & misses you. How badly that I want you back. I know at times I'm a very bad girlf, but I will try to improve on it. Just for you, I don't mind at all. But I believe, 1 day, you will be back to me. Because this is the last confident I've in myself. I wish my confident won't fail me..

I just wish to be more important to you, have more care by you, be loved more by you. But then. I know it's hard.. Because you won't know my feelings deep inside me. How insecure I'm feeling when I'm with you. How much I wish you would pamper me more/care for me more. How much I wish you were more sweet to me.. Maybe I shouldn't request so much from you. Cause you won't. As we are the same horoscope. Like what people say. Same horoscope should be together. Cause the rs won't last.. Especially libra ): sighhhh! Shall turn in to bed now and await for your reply..