fcuk it

hais , well . so much things had finally happen , and ya , i gonna mia from all .
happy now ? that i finally wanna mia le .
i really had enough of all this shyts le .
yesterday i emo finish , and i got the mood to play and wanna watch harry potter .
another problem came and make my mood down again . ya . thats so nice uhh ?
so never mind , i mia sua . so all happy now ?
well , my noob char also break cpl le . and now . i gonna stress abt fam , family . friends , money , audi cpl , audi stuff and what more ?
i really had enough of all this shyts le . do you all want me to cry everyday ?
so that you all will be happy ? you all want me to slit everyday . then can .
i really sick and tired of all this shyts le . i slit i cry , no one knows .
only B know . and only vanvan know once . the rest all dont know .
what else you all want me to do now ? everytime i stress , i will cry , once after crying , i will slit .
i'm bored of all this nonsence le . how much pain i went through , no one know .
so i decided le . i will mia . and some people i will meet only .
some i wont . till sat , i come era awhile . then i will go off . till i'm happy enough , then i will come back to era . or audi . so anything , sms me bahs .
finally i have broke down , after so long . i finally get what i want .
so dont blame me that i have change , is you all force me to become like this .
so now i have change , are you all happy ? i wont be the old weiwei anymore .
i wont be so friendly . i wont always joke around le . so sorry . is you all force me to de T.T

and to YOU :
you really making my mood down . you wanna make it big , then play only .
i can play with you . i got lots of time too . since you want play . come .
you really make me dao i'm so damn pissed with you , till i give everything up .
you say you wont add on burden to me , but you did it again .
what you say , i'm not gonna believe anymore . i fcuking dont wanna care much on it .
there's no misunderstanding on it . just that you always trying to make things big .
i really hate it alot . maybe i need time to cool down bahs .
but then the audi ring i wont break , you wanna break , go ahead bahs .
i got nothing much to say to you too . and i dont wanna talk too . byebye .

and i really dont know what to do now .
whether to give up not . i really cant do it .
just to wait bahs really . hais .
aku cinta kao . you leave me hanging , suffering .