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currently now working at counter .
so came to blog awhile . hais .
was sleeping yesterday the whole night .
after van they all went back , went to vip room ,
and off to my lala land . i was so tired dao . . .
i sleep so damn fcuking early x.x LOLOL .
sleep dao 4 plus , then B didi disiao me . ==
then i woke up , and fall back to sleep again soon .
LOLOL . hahahas ! now still quite tired lorr .
tomorrow working night shift le . (: no more morning.
shoik le . cause morning need wakie so early D:
dont like it lahs . hahs , yesterday get my pay too .
hahas , 2 day , 100 le . not bad lahs (:
plus so relac , only top acc , clear rubbish . no more (:

sians , nothing much to post . hais . just feel like being alone.
in everything that i'm doing . independent (:
hahs , maybe soon , i will just do things alone le .
and go out alone ? eat alone , do everything alone (:
hais , i also dont know luhs . i just . . . . . . hais .
life is so boring , so tiring , so misery .
why is there saddness in life ? and not only happiness ?
why must love be selfish ? why must love hurt ?
why must we gonna go through so much stuff ?
why must we be adults ? and have more stress ?
alot of questions in my mind . but i dont know the answer .
why must i go through all this stuff ? hais , AHHH !
i really hate my life , some people can enjoy their life .
but why not me ? why am i at this kind of misery life ?
i just somehow hope there's someone who will be there for me. the one that i wish for ? hais , i dont know .
those close to me de . if they can , i will be glad .
but seems like none of them will be there for me .
they dont know how hurt i am , how shagg i am , and . .
how much i have gone through . hais , i have enough le , really .

i dont wanna talk so much , the more i talk . more shagg .
hais , i want a peace full life . a happy life . for me D:
hais , i just want what i want to come true . the rest . .
not i wanted de , just fcuk off lahs . D: hais .
when ever i listen to those shagg song , i will start to emo again . i really dont like it lahs can .
hais , can i just fcuk care everything . and just enjoy ?
no , i dont think i can . hais . maybe i should change .
to be more bad , maybe cause i too kind hearted le .
thats why , so i should just change . change to be worst bahs . since i too kind hearted , all step over my head .
hais , forget it . time will heal my wounds . i know .
but how long will it take ? 1 year , 2 year ? 10 year ?
i dont know . i just hope to perish in this world x.x
dont wish to post le . now hearing sha gua the song . and .
i feel more shagg , cause it has meaning too x.x hais .
fcuk it . fcuk everything == _l_