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    Thursday, August 13, 2009

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    currently now working at counter .
    so came to blog awhile . hais .
    was sleeping yesterday the whole night .
    after van they all went back , went to vip room ,
    and off to my lala land . i was so tired dao . . .
    i sleep so damn fcuking early x.x LOLOL .
    sleep dao 4 plus , then B didi disiao me . ==
    then i woke up , and fall back to sleep again soon .
    LOLOL . hahahas ! now still quite tired lorr .
    tomorrow working night shift le . (: no more morning.
    shoik le . cause morning need wakie so early D:
    dont like it lahs . hahs , yesterday get my pay too .
    hahas , 2 day , 100 le . not bad lahs (:
    plus so relac , only top acc , clear rubbish . no more (:

    sians , nothing much to post . hais . just feel like being alone.
    in everything that i'm doing . independent (:
    hahs , maybe soon , i will just do things alone le .
    and go out alone ? eat alone , do everything alone (:
    hais , i also dont know luhs . i just . . . . . . hais .
    life is so boring , so tiring , so misery .
    why is there saddness in life ? and not only happiness ?
    why must love be selfish ? why must love hurt ?
    why must we gonna go through so much stuff ?
    why must we be adults ? and have more stress ?
    alot of questions in my mind . but i dont know the answer .
    why must i go through all this stuff ? hais , AHHH !
    i really hate my life , some people can enjoy their life .
    but why not me ? why am i at this kind of misery life ?
    i just somehow hope there's someone who will be there for me. the one that i wish for ? hais , i dont know .
    those close to me de . if they can , i will be glad .
    but seems like none of them will be there for me .
    they dont know how hurt i am , how shagg i am , and . .
    how much i have gone through . hais , i have enough le , really .


    i dont wanna talk so much , the more i talk . more shagg .
    hais , i want a peace full life . a happy life . for me D:
    hais , i just want what i want to come true . the rest . .
    not i wanted de , just fcuk off lahs . D: hais .
    when ever i listen to those shagg song , i will start to emo again . i really dont like it lahs can .
    hais , can i just fcuk care everything . and just enjoy ?
    no , i dont think i can . hais . maybe i should change .
    to be more bad , maybe cause i too kind hearted le .
    thats why , so i should just change . change to be worst bahs . since i too kind hearted , all step over my head .
    hais , forget it . time will heal my wounds . i know .
    but how long will it take ? 1 year , 2 year ? 10 year ?
    i dont know . i just hope to perish in this world x.x
    dont wish to post le . now hearing sha gua the song . and .
    i feel more shagg , cause it has meaning too x.x hais .
    fcuk it . fcuk everything == _l_

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